i wasnt ganna post anything today but it was such a gnarly day that i have to write about it! so i invited my friends over today to play some uncharted 2 and they brought over the guy thats hot. i was like yes! we played uncharted for like 3 hours then we started talking about that girl who likes me. and that hot guy (who from now on im ganna call... bob?) was like her face book status is making it seem like u guys r dating. i was like we held hands twice. he was like show us how ill pretend to be u. so i was like scratch ur leg and then i grabbed his wrist and then he grabbed my hand! we held hands for like 3 seconds (those were the bes 3 seconds of my life!). and then i was like the second time she did this weird thing were she would rub my bicep( i rubed his bicep) and put her head on my shoulder (i put my head on his shoulder). he was like u gotta get out of this relationship dude. i was like yeah i no. b4 they Left the convinced me to have a kick-back on new year eve. cant wait.
so i wanna talk more about bob but first i would like to say that i think he is
str8. having said that there r a couple of things... different about him. 1. he is hot yet he has never had a girlfriend, he could be just shy. i have gotten more then he has. a lot of girls like him but he never seems to like any of them. 2. he is touchy feely or like i have feed him some of my orange chicken b4 (yes i did save the fork..jk) it was really homo.3. his closest friends r girls. one of the girls mom called him the gay friend. but he plays sports and acts too str8 to be gay.
i need to get over this dude!
You are bored cause you never find me on MSN, hahaha. I would talk to you, but i think you are to busy being bored. :)
ReplyDeleteMerry Christmas, btw.
Joey
I don't think that you HAVE to get over him. You can try just to be his friend and see what happens. He may be straight, but your description of him does set off my gaydar - no girlfriends but lots of female friends, "touchy feely". Don't think that just because he plays sports that he can't be gay. Look at Mikey the hockey player, Poppy the rugby player, etc. Bob might be gay and in the same situation that you are. It's hard not to dream of him as your boyfriend, but try thinking of him as a friend. Maybe the two of you can do some things without others, let the friendship develop.
ReplyDeleteOr get to know him better..., just a thought. But you never know...
ReplyDeleteOctavius.
You never know who is gay. I know a lot of gay guys that play sports that are in the closet so that x's that one out lol. If he's hot then keep him around. If he is straight then be his friend. You never know with boys... =p oh p.s. i followed and im going to link to your blog on my site =p
ReplyDeleteHey man first off welcome to blogsphere ... I hope you get the welcome and support that I get , it was the best thing I did... Welcome man....
ReplyDeletenever assume anything , and remember it not like you skippy around and showing gay traits either. You just a normal guy that is gay. I mean man I am mostly gay, was married and love nascar and harley's and hard rock and blues and men. So you never can just tell by a person actions. I know a lot of orthers the same way. I do feel for you man... having to try to maintain you striaghtness, and admire you for what you got to do . No one can tell you when is the time to come out. Only you will know .. Just know you not alone , many of us are out here. Don't be so hard on yourself... Keep you head up high. It not you that is fucked up it the society we live in and it goes a lot further than white wash lol. Looking forward to reading more and any time you need advice or someone to just bitch at .. my email is in my profile... Lee