Sunday, December 13, 2009
gayish
idk why im here. im just so depressed cause im gay and i always have to lie to everyone. everything is just getting harder (thats what she said)to deal with. i went to the movies on friday to go see blindside it was alright the story is realy played out. i went with this girl that likes me a lot and shes really pretty an all but but im kida into dudes idk what to do! in the middle of the movie i was scratching my legs and out of no where grabed my wrist flipped it over and held it. holy shit i had no fuckin idea what to do i just went with the flow and grabed it. my heart was ounding and i bet my hands were too sweating. after the movie was done i walked her to her car and pretended to b into her. on sat i went bowling witha group of friends which included the girl that likes me, but the reason i went was for this guy that i have been crushing on for like a year. hes so hot! but hes sraight... well im not sure he might be gay.
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I thought I was reading something I wrote man we are so much a like.
ReplyDeletedude i coulda wrote the whole thing too, lots of us in the same boat, i guess i dint realize that till i started this. i still hate like school dance stuff n like prom cause the whole girl thing, my best friend, who i told bout me is helpin alot like suggesting we go to homecomin as a group. plus im lucky n can say i have hockey to get outta stuff
ReplyDeletehang in there
mikey