today i went to in n out because that girl that really likes me was begging me to go and i didnt have the balls to tell her no so i went. this might sounds bad but i didnt want to hold her hand in public so i sat on my hand. i finished my finals today thank jesus! i watched harry potter 6 and i realized that the only 2 girls that i would go st8 for would be hillary clinton and emma watson.
i havent really talked about me so i think i should start describing my chractaristics. i live in a very rual town in california thats very conservitive (thats y i cant come out). no one knows that i am gay. the only person that i would tell when im ready is best friends with the girl that wants me. i have little to no expirence in dating(makes me seem ugly). if anyone ever wants to talk to me just ask (i need ppl to talk to).
I do feel for your situation, though I know that mine was a great deal different. However if you ever need to chat, I can be available, and a good listener. Totally up to you..., my addy and the like is on my blog page. Feel free to hit me up mate.
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ReplyDeleteDon't say you are ugly. I hate it when ppl say that. I will email you and cheer you up.
I found your blog today and can relate to what you're going through, even though it was a long time ago for me. There is a lot of support here, and you've already got good people following you. I'm guessing that you might live somewhere in the Central Valley since you say that it's a conservative part of California. I live near Sacramento but that's the liberal part of the valley.
ReplyDeleteThanks for your comment of my blog. Yeah, the Central Valley isn't so great. I moved here from the East Coast and was ignorant of the valley. I drove here and my first night in California I stayed at a motel near a truck stop in Bakersfield. That was a shock. I thought "I moved 2500 miles to live in a liberal state. This is no different than Georgia where I left, except the rednecks make rude jokes about Mexicans instead of blacks like they did in Georgia." (I hope that didn't offend you - I can't tell if you're Hispanic from your photo - but that's really what I thought.) Don't give up hope - I got out of a conservative place and am much happier now. I know that it can seem like forever though in high school.
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